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My heart burns with a roaring passion

Fueled by extasy and a mix emotion

Torn apart by hate and sorrow

Left to die and forgotten at best



My aching soul bleeds pain

Suffering a weakness I can not explain

Breaking apart like dying flame

I know at once it is not a game



My body lays silent

Drenched in my selfishness

Over come by regert

Beating to a non exsitant tone



My mind withers away

Leaving no trace

Guiding me to insanity

Flying me death



My heart burns with a roaring passion

My aching soul bleeds pain

My body lays silent

My mind withers away

Is it just me?

Am I so vunable that I can't fall in love?

Am I too weak to feel?

Am I too lost to find my way?

Am I dying inside?

Am I already dead?

I wish I knew

That way I could tell you

That I am no longer here

Nor am I there

This is a song I wrote today. I personally love it. I've had it in my head all day! Tell me what you think.





(Verse 1)

You're gone and I'm still breathing

Accepted the pain and I stopped bleeding

No matter what I'll make it

I'll cut my heart out and feed it to you

I'll lie to myself just to make it through



(Chrous)

Oh, I know it wasn't this hard to begin with

It started off so perfect then it ended

I put my feet out the door

And walk away with nothing more

Than what I started with



(Verse 2)

It turns out you were wrong

I survived it all along

And you can't stand it

I tired to make it work

You always lied you're such a jerk



(Chrous)



(Bridge)

Oh, I tired to be different

But you just weren't listenin'

I gave up on you

There's nothing left to do

I hope you know I loved you . . .



(Chrous x2)

I could not think clearly today.

My thoughts, my mind, they all went away.



My heart won't stop beating.

Pumping more blood for the bleeding.



I can't get him out of my head.

I think about him, even in bed.



I long to be held in his arms.

My mind would ring with such alarm.



I need him so.

To call my own.



Convince him to be.

Only with me.

He is madly in love with her.



She is madly in love with him.



He got angry.



She had lied.



He forgave her almost instantly, but never said

anything for a year.



She tired to kill hersef for losing him.



He wants her back



She wants him back.



He is tired of denying his love.



She is tired of living alone.



He is going to save her.



She is going to die without him.



He wants to end his days with her.



She doesn't end her days with him.



He needed to save her to save himself.



She needed him to save her to save herself.



He failed her.



She failed him.

My broken heart was shattered.

Stomped on.

And defaced.

Trampled.

I went to pick up the pieces.

but found them in several shapes.

Your face appears in my head.

When I'm lying in bed.

I hate you with her.

And you hate me with him.

I hate you so much.

That me loving you, would never end.

I hate you holding her in your arms.

I hate how she feels your every move.

I hate how she can guilde her palm smoothly accross your chest.

I hate that you hate me.

I hate that you can't see.

Whenever you're on,

I can't seem to breath.

I fear only fate.

For it is the real mystery of all.

It discovered long ago.

That loving you was harder than I depended on.

Broken hearts and shattered writs,

All collide in a dark abyss.



With the devil surrounding,

The pulsing pain bounding.



The evil angels hovering above,

Calling my name, slained by love.



I feel the presence overwelling,

The thoughts in my head dwelling.



I know now why you cried,

For this very day, you also died.

He didn't mean it.

I should have said okay.

But my mind was so frozen that I couldn't see.



He lied to me.

With those three little words.

They broke my heart everytime he said it.



I loved him.

I seriously did.

I had loved him for so long my thoughts had become numb.



He didn't mean it.

He didn't mean it.

He didn't mean it.

There's this girl named Angel

She's the worst person I know

She could rot in hell for all I care

For all the lies and deseat she sold

Never in my life have I put up so much a fight

But last night

I would have killed her

She drives me mad

Insane and crazy

I hate her so much she should die

She lies so much it isn't even funny

She even lied to her stuff bunny

There isn't much I can say

Except I wish there was another way

Killing her would give her pleasure

The pain I'd give her wouldn't even measure

But tomorrow she will die

At the blood of my hands she will suffer

For the crimes she commited she will discover

The life beyond isn't any better

There's this girl named Angel

She died last night, I wonder what it was like?